About two months ago an old friend who was my childhood crush from school contacted me that. I hadn’t talked to in probably 12 years. Well like they say that you can’t really forget your first love/crush. So how could I forget him?
I was happy but also a little uncomfortable like why he wants to contact me now when I am already in a beautiful relationship with the man whom I love the most.
He first asked random questions regarding the story, I had posted on my Instagram account. This didn’t occur often but a couple of weeks ago he told me he was moving back across the country. He said that he is looking for a reunion with all the batch which includes 4-5 classmates of ours.
This happened at about four o’clock in the morning. I thought that it seemed weird he would be sending out messages to everyone so early in the morning but went on to disregard it as being in a different time zone. I told him it would be nice to see everyone and to get a hold of me when the little reunion would be. To be honest I was just happy to only see him.
Not until tonight did I realize that he has only been contacting me. I hadn’t thought of him in any inappropriate ways. Like he was just a crush when I was 12-13 years old so didn’t know much. But thinking about how my boyfriend would feel if I told him about the situation. I’ve been head over heels in love with the most amazing man I’ve ever met for the past five and a half years.
He’s my dearest best friend and the best thing to ever happen to me. He’s the man I’m going to marry. I’m not sure how I would feel about the situation is the other way around. But I’m sure it would start with feeling physically hurt. I am so ignorant for not realizing the hidden agenda of this “old friend. And cannot believe I would be so stupid to reply and give him the time of day.
The problem is that even I want to meet this crush of mine and also want to meet him alone. But I am afraid what if he proposes me. How should I react to it? I am so confused right now and I am just wishing this situation would have never come.
So basically I went to meet him he tried to explain to me how everyone messaged him at the last moment. That they all got busy and won’t be able to make it. I told him I know that he didn’t invite anyone except me. And after just 15 min conversation he got straight to the point and proposed me. I was literally silent for 3-4 minutes after that I just said thank u but I am in a relationship. And just said bye and came back home and blocked him and since then never contacted him.
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