An apology to myself for an undeserved treatment. I, in my full senses and in front of everyone, heartily apologize to myself for every unfair treatment that I did to myself. I am sorry for every time I hurt you, for every pain that I gave u, for every stress (mental or physical), for every tear that wasn’t due on u, for every happiness that I didn’t celebrate with you.
For every expectation that tore u into pieces, for every torture that u didn’t deserve, for the energy i used in pleasing others, for the time i didn’t spent with u, for giving u the diet that wasn’t good for u,for the rest that i didn’t take for u,for the sleepless nights that I imposed on u, for putting the burdens that weren’t yours, for your special moments that I ruined for others, for always considering u as 2nd option, for preferring others on u, for ignoring your needs, for not listening to u, and at the last for underestimating u.
I want to say something else ,want to thank u for everything you did for me, for every time u stand with me,for the courage that u gave me after every heartbreak, for the motivation that u provided me in my bad times, for not letting me give up, for providing me inner peace, for always standing with me when no one is with me, for always supporting me in my decisions and at the end for making me a person that I want to be .
now and onward I want to make a promise to u that I will never ever ignore u for others u will be my 1st priority, I will treat u in the manner u deserved to be treated and I will never hurt u again …
and yes I wanna confess that I am heartily in love with u myself…
